well i had to basically force myself to write a post. it seems like i always have something to do, work related. and when i have free time, i just dont really want to do much of anything. as much as i argued with my co-teacher last year, well, they certianly didn`t spend their time sitting around doing nothing. now I`m on my own, so while I don`t have anyone to argue with, all the planning and preparation falls completely on my shoulders. and since i haven`t found an efficient way to deal with my new workload yet, I`m bringing work home alot more often than I`d like to.
kinda hard to get ahead on lesson planning when you teach straight through the whole school day, 1st to 6th period.
but hey, if i make it through one more week here (and friday`s a holiday, yay) my reward is golden week. now a smarter guy than me might take advantage of 4 days off to make their workload more manageable. but working on holidays seems to me like missing the point of the idea of holidays. so i`m not gonna do that. I`m gonna take the opportunity to blow off some steam. after golden week, there`s no holidays until summer break so...wanna enjoy my free time.
as for my golden week plans, i thought about going to Osaka, even Nara. but i think i`m just gonna hang around this town, unless everyone`s leaving for their hometowns, i dont know. there`s alot of cool temples around here, but i suppose i could see them anytime, and would be using my vacation better by going elsewhere. but i dont have much motivation to go. there`s a party in the prefecture i came from...but that`s ridiculously far away now TBH
and the people around here are pretty cool. i found not one but two bars within drunken stumbling distance of my place. everything else is pretty inconvenient though. this town is alot smaller than i thought it would be. theres big cities not terribly far away but...this place has nothing.
in fact, it`s small enough that lots of people know my business, including who my friends are, where I drink, where I work, and thats not paranoia talking either. I`m still trying to get used to that. guess i better stop throwing my cigarette butts all over and keep my tattooes covered up for the time being.
i thought i was going to be moving to a bigger city. well more people live here than the last place, but i`m still in the sticks. strangely enough, i`m not that angry about it. i`ve already made a couple friends and found stuff to do for those times when i say "FUCK IT IM NOT PLANNING ANY MORE LESSONS TODAY" i think i could grow to like this place, maybe. but it`s early days still, i havent even been here a month yet. well, on saturday it will be 1 month.
the move sucked btw. but hey, all my stuff got here, unbroken. guess i cant ask for anything more than that.
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